I hate you (chap 6) kiddxreader

KIDD POV

I immediately joined killer after his call, he was running away from a lot of marines for the streets of the city. He told me ''We were returning back to the ship from the wood when four marines noticed and recognized us; so they started to chase us and to call their copanions. And guess what? We're at this point'' ''Damn it.. we have to leave suddendly now for this assholes'' ''I know I know but, kidd, what are you going to do with that girl?'' ''I think we can bring her with us'' ''did you hate her now didn't you?'' I felt my face burn ''S-Sure but I don't want to let her go now that I've found my objective.. plus remember the plan killer! We can't ..'' ''all right.. do what do you want kidd you're the captain .. however, RUUUN!!!'' When I saw the docked ship I let a sigh of relief, luckily (y/n) was already there and she went onto the deck to meet us. We jumped on the deck and leave suddendly the island victoriuosly.

In the next days I started to thinking what I felt about her but I'm in a big trouble 'Deep inside I love her but 'cause of what I saw she was doing that day I can't believe her now.. what should I do? ' my head was going to explode and my nerves.. forget them forever. It was early in the morning and I went into the kitchen and reached the cupboard when I heard a suspicious noise caming from the tables. Smoothly I went to check and I heard the same noise again. At this time I was really mad so I grabbed what was hiding under the chairs and with a completely shocked face I realized that WHO I was holding was (y/n) that was staring at me with a frightned face so I let her go sayin ''sorry to scared you, It was my fault'' and I turned back to leave the room but she grabbed my coat and with a low voice wishpered ''what were you thinking about in this past days? Are tou mad 'cause of me? Why are you avoiding me, why?''

she left me speachless .. what are she talking about and why like this? She was right there to cry .. why???